Lex Barrie

@Spitfire

Does anyone else hear a voice screaming, why? When you’re with a partner or friends, sometimes wonder, how? Where do I fit? Why do I keep doubting we have a relationship, when you stand there telling me “I love you”? Why do I feel like my partner cares more about others than they do about …

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Do you understand what it is like to never end a thought that just keeps spinning my father once told me don’t give up to those so loud I am never going to breathe again if they keep sucking the air from my very lungs why stop when you have barely begun but then again …

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Let me tell you the story of why I never wrote again. It was a clear autumn day, No wind, no clouds, no rain. Just enough calm space, for my mind to go array. My flowers stopped growing, shriveling with every breath of air I tried to give. The sun seemingly never set against that …

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Pages like bones crack under pressure. The stories didn’t match, so they threw a match on yours… Cutting with a knife, digging deep into your flesh, veins hang from the open wounds. And while you bleed out the lyrics of your life, you can hear the rhythm of your thoughts beating between your ears. …the …

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Plum and thick Sugar sweet Sticky mess Dripping slow, I see you there but then you’re gone. Tired eyes I fall asleep, In the dough of my bed. You’re face is a memory, Not far gone But since you’re in my head, Let’s have a little fun. My name is warm caramel, Soaked deep into …

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No choice. Between sheets and heavy breathing, I felt sorrow and disgust but I had no choice. It was either I did this, or you left me for her. Did it prove I was enough? I said what you wanted to hear, like throwing gasoline on a fire, to draw you near. I wanted to …

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